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DarknessI'm haunted by memories of happier days
Those pictures of you, they will forever stay
I'm trying to hide them, to lock them away
But alone in the night, how could I hold them at bay?
It's always the small things that hurt me the most
The breath of a phantom, the touch of a ghost
The curve of your lips, to be more precise
The light of your fire, the dark in your eyes
The dark in your soul I will never forget
It has taken its toll every time that we met
And now that I'm done with my sorrow and pains
The magic is gone but darkness remains
Alone in the night, a different man
Waiting for the sun to rise again
EscapeAlone in the forest
My mind fast asleep
No reason to laugh
And no need to weep
My spirit is dreaming
Of freedom and love
Its lullaby sung
By sparrow and dove
I can't hear them talking
Of madness and death
There's no human sound
Except my own breath
And just in this moment
I'm wearing a smile
It won't last forever
But at least for a while
AwakeningI'm torn between what's wrong and right
Comforting blindness, cruel sight
Suffering and pain I see
But some peace there has to be
Traditions, lies, what does it matter
As long as they make me feel better?
Truth and wisdom can't be bad
But how come they make me sad?
Ignorance is bliss, they say
I did believe it 'til this day
But now all blessings I receive
Cannot withstand reality
And though it's hurting me to see
The daily pain and misery
I'll never close my eyes again
As from the truth too long I ran
The Pillars Of The EarthThe pillars of the earth
marked by wars
stained with hate
weathered in the storm of ruthlessness
rotted in the damp coldness of fear
break under their load
and let the earth fall
through the black void
like it always did
fraught with indifference
or without them
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The Last Beat-BeggingHeavy foot steps ran in the hall of a hospital. A boy at the age of 15 ran out of breath but still ran. Doctors moved to the side, but some others refused and bumped into him.
"I need...to see her!!"
He ran straight to the door that was so close yet so far away from him. He reached out to the door and swung it open to revival a girl laying in the bed. The same age as himself.
She forced a fake smile. Small clear looking tubes ran from the base of her wrists to a pack that looked like it contained water. On her chest near her heart there was stitches. She was pale and very tired. But yet, she smiled. Her clear green eyes and light brown hair that was long and straight made her truly look happy. Although she wasent.
Kai took a step close to her and reach out his arm slightly. But the momment he didn't, Kiyo turned away.
Kai's eyes where a gold color and his hair was light brown. He wore his favorite black sweater and long black pants. He was soaking wet.
O' My Love, I'd Die For You (Deadly Infatuation)I know what you'll say
so with my scarlet thread
I'll stitch these lips.
But o' my love,
I'd die for you,
I'd kill to make you love me,
to know when someone says my name,
you'll smile to yourself
and think "I'm so in love"
I know what would happen,
what would go down,
to lose you is a greater cost than
I can afford.
But O' my love,
I'd die for you,
I'd kill to make you love me,
drink poison from your lips,
be your Juliet.
I know what I'll always be,
in your eyes I'm that silly little girl
with the jaw unhinged,
lips forever flapping in the wind,
whose doe eyes always gazed in adoration.
But o' my love,
my love, my darling man,
as the years go by,
and your picture still rests in my mind,
O' my love,
I'd die for you,
even though you'd never do the same.
For YouYou said I was simple,
easy to understand and comprehend.
You thought I was a unlighted grenade,
unable to burst through my facade.
Could you ever light,
the glow of my hidden jade?
I know I am hard to open up,
a tough shell to break through.
It isn't because I fear,
for what may become clear.
It is just who I am.
Trust me, my dear.
You aren't like the others.
You are understanding,
gentle and kind,
easy to know,
easy to get along with.
You are wise,
from the sun to your demise.
I wish you weren't,
the type that is hard to find.
But that is life,
void of any joyous strife.
But I can rely,
on the head and heart,
to know when,
goodness and truth,
strikes me like a dart.
You are great,
better than the ones,
who gave me the joy,
of my undeserving fate.
How can I sit,
How can I stand,
How can I understand,
our love, our friendship,
when it falls on different lands?
it is just a friendship,
but for me,
I dream of what it could be.
Or is it?
Did I blow your mind,
by showing you my lig
They Met at the Bus StopAt the bus stop on a bright, sunny day,
A girl asks a boy for a bus ticket.
So he gives her one from his wallet.
The bus arrives, ending their day of grey.
At the Bus stop on a cool, cloudy day,
The girl ask the boy for a bus ticket.
Prepared, he takes one out of his pocket,
And together they sit without delay.
At the bus stop on a cold, snowy day,
She asks him for an extra bus ticket.
So from his hand he gives her it,
Then he turns around and walks away.
At the bus stop on the very next day,
Waiting with two tickets, there he stand.
She comes, and says while holding out her hand:
"Walk with me! Just like yesterday, Ok?"
SoulmatesWherever our future may go
I’m always by your side.
All around us dark winds may blow,
But we have time to bide.
My love, I won’t abandon you,
No matter what may come.
If troubles be many or few,
Or even if we’ve none.
I’d fight for you with all my heart,
And do all that I could.
To fight for us, I’ll do my part,
For I know that I should.
After all, we’re soulmates, my dear,
My heart you have beguiled.
My deep desire is now clear,
I want to see your smile.
Three WordsHe who returned my life to light
Now stand within my reach.
There’s no one left we have to fight,
No gaps we have to breach.
He throws himself into my arms,
He sobs into my chest.
He knows that now we won’t be harmed,
These times will be our best.
He gazes up into my eyes
He has something to say.
I think what secret he belies
Will now be clear as day.
He says to me those three small words
Of how he feels for me.
His feelings now free as the birds,
And filling me with glee.
I look at him as he did me,
Our faces oh-so near.
And I too make my feelings free-
“I love you too, my dear.”
I Love You TooHis heart whispers in genuine emotion,
but mine cannot return the devotion.
When I hold his hand there is no affection,
when I kiss his cheek there is no infection
of my hearts tender confection.
There’s a pain in my chest, a guilt.
I’ve become a liar, my web’s built.
With my verbal swords blood is split
as I bury them in his heart, to the hilt
they burrow the jilt.
Yet he doesn’t recognize the pain.
He smiles and laughs, slowly slain.
He isn’t alone, for I suffer a strain,
the inability to actually abstain
so that I might stay sane.
But either way the path is the same.
Both roads are laced in signs of blame,
each speckled with the course of our game,
leading to the destined place of shame,
and neither save him from my claim.
“I love you too.”
UntitledI've spent days walking,
Feeling completely alone.
A simple passing of time,
enough to make me moan.
When the minutes become hours,
And hours become days,
Letting my life slip away,
I'm sick of this place,
But what's a house,
But a haunt,
A toxic existence, leaving me gaunt,
When all I fear,
I fear to tell you my dear,
It's a simple sentence darling,
Why can't I utter it darling?
Is there something wrong with me?
This complex monstrosity,
Eating away inside of me,
A great decay, it anchors me,
The face of an angel.
How beautiful can creation be?
Such divine intervention, it must be!
For you to have been delivered to me,
To silence all my anxieties,
To make me smile,
Maybe stay a while,
In your arms, In your gaze,
Maybe till the end of our days.
There's no more fear, my dear.
How completely foolish was I?
To prolong the joining of you and I,
And now the seraphs of the heavens,
Are raining down good intentions,
And all that's left to mention is this,
No more fear.
LostStumbling through the darkness, hard and cold
These constricting thorns have taken hold.
Yearning to see the brilliant light.
Only to have it fade from sight.
The harder I search, the dimmer it gets.
How long will I last, before calling it quits?
Is it too much to ask for a helping hand?
Or am I supposed to self-reliantly stand?
Emotional ChaosAlong the pavement, grey and dark
I'm walking, talking to myself
Listening into my heart
Hearing what it has to tell
One hundred words, two hundred thoughts
Three hundred names, four hundred sounds
Wondering if what I sought
I have already found?
Or have I tricked myself into
Believing it was you
Seeking for the perfect love,
Have I become a fool?
I do not know, I have to go
Continuing my way
My spirit suddenly so low
Not knowing where to stay
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